I was a gentleman

You want apologies? Why? What am I supposed to say? To your parents: "I'm sorry that your daughter lied to me, broke my heart, made me feel worse than I have ever felt in my life"? I love them. I loved you. I gave everything I could to you. This is how I am repaid. Left in the cold while you start hanging out with your ex-boyfriend. I would apologize to him if I were sure of his intentions, and I'm not. I can't trust him, I can't even trust you anymore. I wish I could. What I did was a last resort, out of anger from seeing you two together my last night in town. You had to have known that it was coming. Why do you think I did it? To get back at you? To try and hurt you? No. I did it because I wanted someone on my side, someone important in your life. I wanted some understanding, and for you to see this with new eyes, to see the severity of the situation. You have no idea how hard this has been for me, I know you have apologized several times, but it's only when you see me, in person, and how miserable I am, to make yourself feel better. There hasn't been a day that has gone by in the last 2 months where I haven't thought about you. I've never felt before like I did with you, and I've also never felt like this either.