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I can't stand it anymore. I keep getting more and more upset. I have been crying everyday for 3 months straight. Anytime I see her or read anything from her, I die inside. She's going to Rocky Horror Picture Show again...............that was one of the first things we did together..........when I read about that, I lost it. What made her do this? Why did she leave me? How did she feel about it? How does she feel now? I feel so incredibly empty inside and that I have nothing to live for..........I want to kill myself.