Today has already been ridiculously hard for me. And I still have to go to work. Seeing her car parked outside the theater when I leave class just makes me want to go in and see her like I used to between classes. It wouldn't be the same, she wouldn't be happy to see me anymore, or hug me, or kiss me.
All she wanted when we were first together was commitment, now all she wants is to be alone. She said that maturity was an issue, regarding future plans and work ethic, yet I just graduated and have promising plans for the future. She thought that I was needy and based everything upon her, yet she admitted that she doesn't "need" me anymore, implying that she did have that need up until that point. She said we were taking a break so that we could wait until school was out, and then see where we were at. We didn't give it anymore time. I wish she could just see the good in me, and want to be with me. All I wanted was to spend the summer with her and have fun, and I'm not having fun at all.
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