again

Event number three that I expected to spend with her is approaching. The last costume party I had, I first asked her out officially. She was so excited and all for it. That was 8 months ago. She won't even be there this time.....by choice. I barely hear from her anymore. I remember when the evening was about over, and we sat outside on the steps together. You may be able to forget about this and move on, but I can't. I know what we had, and it was very special, to both of us. It would be different if we had just been dating for a little while, but we were in a relationship. There is a major difference. To me, dating is just kind of talking to that person every once in a while, no commitment, occasionally going out on dates. A relationship is having that person be a major part of your life, to always be there for you, to be able to stay with them, share intimate relations with them, and love them. We moved from one to the other, but we had that relationship. It was your choice. You pushed for us, and I was all for it too. Then all you did was push away. You told me to have a good time on Saturday, but how can I?